FluidSpots
Hi! I'm Nicole
I come from Germany. Born 1985.
Rumour has it that you learn English at school here, even though the school system in Germany is extremely lousy. So please excuse me if I make any linguistic mistakes.Artistically, I started out as a musician as a teenager. I play classical guitar, mandolin, banjo, ukulele, piano and am currently learning sitar and percussion.When I got a bit older, I discovered writing for myself. Since then I've been writing all sorts of stuff that nobody reads. Just like this stuff. ^^Then I discovered drawing because my fantasy worlds needed maps and I loved drawing them. This ultimately became my 3D art, because when I later discovered Blender, I was hooked on making assets.In my mid-twenties I was in the German Air Force as an aircraft mechanic. It stayed that way for a while. But since I met my current spouse, I absolutely had to leave the homophobic military.At that time, I still identified as male. The fact that I had a completely different identity within me was covered up by a strong coreset of prejudices, gender roles and fears.Today I feel my femininity with great pleasure. However, hormone therapy or surgery is not an option for me at the moment, I actually really like both versions of myself.I also like hiking, mountain biking, cooking, baking, making porn videos, cannabis and lazing around.Other facts: I am a Buddhist and a vegan. My favourite colour is Bordaux red. I like listening to (almost) every genre of music. Philosophically, I am most likely a humanist and follow the left political line.I'm quite shy and introverted. The texts I write often give a false impression of my nature. I am very reserved towards strangers and prefer to hide away at home.Nevertheless, I am looking for nice people who would like to get in touch with me (ambivalent, I know). So if you like, write to me and I'll try really hard to answer and overcome my fear of rejection!